Reminisce

So, I literally just finished watching Sex and the City, the movie.  I have never before watched a single episode of this series.  Then again, I rarely watch television shows.

The movie was not only about 4 women, their sexual encounters and fashion in the big apple, but it was mainly about that little four letter word - love.  To make a long story short… I am a sap, a romantic, a fall for anything kind of gal… therefore, I cried like a baby.  Just thinking about that stuff makes me tear.

I did not think that I was ever this bad when it came to chick flicks.  In fact, I know that I was never this sappy. I used to laugh at my mom and friends when they cried at movies like this one. What happened to me?!?!?!?   So, I tried to figure out why I was this emotional.

I came to this conclusion:  Nothing in the ‘romantic’ category happens to me.  Yeah I am in a serious and quite the long-lasting relationship, but I do not remember the last time we ever did anything that was truely romantic.  Ouch, that was on the border of a self-burn.  I get so jealous when my friend’s other halves do something out of the ordinary.  For example; Ashlee’s wonderful man drove all the way from North Carolina to Williamsport with a surprise weekend stay.  She hadnt the slightest clue he was even considering the drive, especially knowing the extremely high price of gas.

On V-day every year I would make sure I was single so that some random guy of the moment wouldnt impress me with cheesy flowers or a corny necklace.  And I remember telling ken that tid-bit of information when we first started talking during the beginning of our relationship - the all-night phone calls.  But something seriously changed with me and my perspective about that day and that little four letter word.  This past V-day, I was so very jealous of Chelsea, and how Curtis was preparing this wonderful romantic day for them.  I was like WOW!  And, no offense, I couldnt help but bitch about it to ken.  It was out of pure jealously.  I am so dumb.  They really do love each other.  And it’s so cool to watch their relationship grow stronger.

So, back to the movie.  it was a very good movie for ‘chicks’.  haha.  That movie gave me a bit of that romantic stuff that I do not receive.  Therefore, I should be set for a while.  I forsee me getting my next dose when I go see Nights in Rodanthe.  mmmm Richard Gere.  hahah.